it affects me that girls get so upset because they want to become super thin or grow fat. yet i know i can't do much but pray. they're all are really pretty but they just don't see their own beauty but choose to look at what they do not have. i chanced upon so so so so so so many communities in livejournal where the girls just post up thousand and one pictures of stickthin girls and they just share about how they thin they want to become and how they hurt themselves when they do not like the way the look in the mirror.

i know it hurts god hundred thousand million times more.

i dont know why im feeling upset about it):